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you can come back here if you want its always the place where you can go


ohlol
guess what I'm so happy right now i went to get some hot chocolate out of a vending machine, the cup came down, and the hoto-choco-lat
went in the cup, and my money came back out! it was awesome! (i'm not so hard to impress nowadaysXD) then when it cooled down and i drank all of it, i went back with the money i got back, and bought another one. WIN


OMG OMG oh my god~
at baker, my cohlllaaaajjjj
I went to buy a mechanical pencil, because i had $4 on me, which was intended for food.. XD but i love pencils more than my stomach.
so i went to the store to buy a MECHANICALpencil and the lady says... "oh i'll just put it on your finacial aid" OMG OMG

I WAS SO HAPPY I WAS ALL SMILEY, i held the mechanicle pencil in my hand like it was some sort of, special....thing.


Then i went and drew
And they all lived happily ever after..
and nosferatu was awesome.


I'm lala in the DeviantART Cartoon Obsessions Crew!

-- after i threatened to move out of my mom's house to my dad's

Which is news to you guys

my family is still pushing me away. for the same reasons i wanted to leave, It doesnt seem to matter what i do.

they talk to me like i'm some sort of idiot and yell at me at my house.

then when i'm at my father's home (which is my safe haven)suddenly they want me to leave early and i still get the same look as my mother would give me from my step-mother, when i disagree to leave.

I feel so separated from everyone.

I would be listening to my ipod or the music on my computer but i cant...

because both of them are missing in my life

god i need a hug right now~

good thing i'm going to see nosfuratu tonight.. and blue dahlia, it doesnt matter where i go though..

its going home..., life sucks for me right now.

Maybe if i really freak the fuck out i'll get noticed, probably not.

the only time i felt okay is when, i took off to eriks and, i knew i was leaving then i told my mom, and i got to spend one night over at eriks house.

i finally felt at peace, thats my only home.



its a good thing i have erik and my "friends" on dA, and my few friends outside of dA.

whiney journals are so stupid.. no one reads them.

does anyone know an anime that was downloaded so much on the net that the the reps decided to send it to america?!

i'm going to do a paper on it!



GUESS WHAT JUST HAPPEND AFTER I SENT THIS

i got a fucking worm in my laptop!

no i'm not sending any virus's to you... i'm on the schools computer now.

SHITDAMNHELLMOTHERFUCK!

But I wont tell you where YET!

because I havent posted anything


omg how long have i had this account SERIOUSLAH?

...too ... much... Animal Crossing!
i've been playing it so much awghhh!
i'm soo tired!
the tiny animals have sucked me into their universe once again!
whats worse is that erik bought me wild world again _{(someone stole it from me)}

so i can play it on the go... why have i done this to myself?
my eyes are so tired... probably because i'm getting up at 6:00 to do morning aerobics on a VIDEO GAME! press the c stick up again amber ... ! which i should be doing in real life... if (thinking of that... and me getting skinnier. 0_0)


blech animal crossing... you have stolen my life once again... are you happy? why...? why must you steal my soul?

so this last bit---
if you have ever played animal crossing you know that once you start being friends with the animals at one point they ask you to change the phrase that they say all the time... i changed "snarrl" to "...in bed"
here are some of the hilarious things i have heard from that animal

"nice weather like this makes me want to get out there and do something energetic ...in bed!"

"so do you like playing any sports ...in bed?"

it would be just a general statement until the ending
"yeah, so... what do you want, ...in bed?"


i'm so immature



for the record when i started on the first day i pulled off the first house loan! and the second one the day after. Its my secret how i did it... but it has to do with a little island.


i'm going to bed... jeez no more of this... or maybe lots more.. i dunno